FOUR POEMS by CAITLIN VILLACRUSIS

CATALINA

Mama made me to be a saloon girl,

petticoat pulled up, “show me a pearly moon,”

‘cause love’s at an all-time low out here

& law’s eaten me up. No strings attached,

but there’s no strings left in a corset

like mine. Mama, how do I forgive my crimes

without forgiving those stray dry winds,

mouths kissed with blood pooling

from lips inside to out (cowboy/loverboy

blamed heatwaves, asked if I was

burning or blushing, & soaked up my red,

blind to the things heat makes me do)?

Before I knew gluttony, Mama

taught me to slice lust like a cactus.

Show me a pearly moon, it said

and spewed out booze. Men called me

nymph, so I had to claim the thorned forest.

When I was a child, I was merely succulent.


typographic soap opera

AFTER ADRIENNE RICH

when i broke up with garamond, it took my syntax

and my sensibility. stole our scripted conversations of

nostalgic drama, and renamed them all. my rendition:


life is now lovelier in times new roman. become a verb

that forgets format and devices and instead pilots

the damn poem. design the insides of my mind but the

better parts of it. on this page, on this flat plane

of existence, garamond can’t control the adverb

propelling me (never being or loving. forever modifies

longingly.), so in the love story between the action,


my revision is loveless. pick apart at a phrase (leave just a verb)

until you violently kill it, and the poem force-feeds

each noun like a list. here noun. my noun. noun & noun.

so the sentence submerges.

& you’re left with articles. garamond left me with “the.”

next, garamond left me with nothing. english broke. subject

verb object. subject object verb elsewhere. strip it down. noun

verb noun. no clauses, no support, no family. to be is

my only savior, but what if it’s choking (or it be choking)

on all the nouns? don’t bother revising. take your verb,

your survivor, and drown it in times new roman. disgraced

but hopeful. it goes

to the next hand on

the clock. synonym for plane. motion. it’s all doing


the same motion. don’t modify this love now.

syntactically i couldn’t care. everything is just a diagram

for something larger. “the” is the

lovechild of this. a pure times new roman sentence.


instructions for anya taylor-joy in case her husband cheats on her

that child-minded cat god of a girlfriend hates you

loving up other fangs. she’s got a bomb in her pocket,

beloved fang in her hand, but she’ll never leave the pocket

of grass where she waits for you to put out the fire

splitting her heart into two, waiting and waiting for the fire

to die out. you’ll never find her. you’ll never reach her.

you’ll die before she lights the fuse on both you and her.

you’ll go home, make hot tea, and read her favorites,

and she’ll watch from the window as you read her favorites

to declawed lovers she doesn’t know. imagined scars

on the faces of declawed lovers she doesn’t know, scars

on future ghosts she doesn’t want to know. pull the frames

of your nameless ghosts off the shelf before she’s framed

for murder: a child-minded cat god’s mugshot made for you.


FLORIDA MAN Dances on Top of Police Cruiser to Ward Off Vampires

FLORIDA MAN Obscures Beyonce and Taylor Swift on His Stage

FLORIDA MAN Disappoints Lawmakers, Taxpayers

FLORIDA MAN Makes Them Question Why God Gave Them Government in the First Place

FLORIDA MAN Reserves Right to Flip Them Off

FLORIDA MAN is Insulted, so

FLORIDA MAN Breaks God’s Bones

FLORIDA MAN Moves the Apostrophe, Becomes a God Too

FLORIDA MAN Destroys Landscapes

FLORIDA MAN Burns Forests

FLORIDA MAN Drowns Cities, Efforts Funded by SeaWorld

FLORIDA MAN Completes Pokemon GO Goal, Defaces Earth in the Process

FLORIDA MAN Leaves Florida Alone

FLORIDA MAN Distributes Fangs to Every Publix Shopper

FLORIDA MAN Imprisons Twilight Fans, Says “Fake Fuckers Don’t Deserve to be Vampires”

FLORIDA MAN Has Lips Pulled Apart, Vocal Cords Ripped Out by Ex-Wife

FLORIDA MAN Denounces Ex-Wife, as Every Man Does

FLORIDA MAN’s Ex-Wife Wears Scarlet Letter

FLORIDA MAN Discovers Fox News

FLORIDA MAN Denounces Ex-Wife on Live Television

FLORIDA MAN Drunkenly Becomes Republican, Runs for President

FLORIDA MAN Beats Trump, Literally

FLORIDA MAN Kills His First Floridian, Trump

FLORIDA MAN Lights The Breakers Hotel on Fire, Burned Down a Third Time

FLORIDA MAN Resurrects All Tycoons, Enslaves Them

FLORIDA MAN Gets Bored

FLORIDA MAN Waits

FLORIDA MAN Waits

FLORIDA MAN Waits

FLORIDA MAN Waits

FLORIDA MAN Waits

FLORIDA MAN Complains the Tycoons Don’t Work Hard or Fast Enough, Cuts Pay

FLORIDA MAN Contemplates Unions

FLORIDA MAN Contemplates the Wrong Union, Becomes Mathematician

FLORIDA MAN Resurrects Greek Mathematicians, Pythagoras Slaughtered a Second Time

FLORIDA MAN Becomes Math

FLORIDA MAN Gets Sued by Florida Mom

FLORIDA MAN Absorbs Karen, Flicks Florida Mom into Hell with Gucci Bag

FLORIDA MAN Resents College Board, Accidentally Garnering Youth Generation’s Support

FLORIDA MAN Fixes Math, No One Smarter than a Fifth Grader

FLORIDA MAN Sends Idiots into Space

FLORIDA MAN Realizes Submarines Don’t Go into Space

FLORIDA MAN Continues to Watch Implosion Amusingly

FLORIDA MAN Goes Viral on TikTok for Mansplaining Implosion

FLORIDA MAN Starts Podcast, Soberingly Becomes Republican

FLORIDA MAN Marries Karen, Realizes American Dream

FLORIDA MAN Rebuilds America

FLORIDA MAN Appoints Self as President

FLORIDA MAN Quotes Ayn Rand in Inaugural Speech

FLORIDA MAN Leads Police in War Against Vampires


Caitlin Villacrusis (she/her) is a Filipina-American poet and a self-confessed pessimist. She is an Adroit Journal Poetry Mentee, a South Florida Youth Poet Ambassador and Miami Book Fair “Speak Up” Student Ambassador, a poetry editor at Hot Pot Magazine and The Lunar Journal, and more. Her work has been recognized by Gigantic Sequins and the Alliance for Young Artists & Writers and is published forthcoming in COUNTERCLOCK Journal and Sophon Lit. She can be found screaming about Victoria Chang on Instagram at @catrose2022, Twitter at @caitlinvwrites, or at caitlinvillacrusis.carrd.co.

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